Today

A lot of things happen today…..

1. Woke up by an unpleasant SMS and knowing that this 30th November will be another nightmare… T.T

2. Went for a great jogging ^^

3. Went to the ward to look for partogram

4. Then, went to labour room to get a nurse’s signature… something happen and kene marah T.T twice…..

5. Went back, and stupidly found out that I left my key in the room.. Thank God Sarinah was such a good helper

6. Slept all evening like I never slept before

7. Mum treat me at Starbucks

8. Being ‘seduced’ by the salesguy in Nike to buy the eclipse lunarglide…..

9. While walking back to car park, a little boy run and knocked me….and guess what? Happily stomped his foot on my poor necrosed toe….(T.T) ached like hell…..

10. Went to eat at mamak stall with family

11. Happy birthday SARINAH!!!!

May this friendship last forever! ^^ Thank you so much for being there whenever I needed someone =)

Bubur kacang! This memory will never be deleted from my hippocampus…

As usual…..Sarinah’s ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (hahaha!)

Oncall

Ummi : Izzati….malam ni kita pegi tengok Harry Potter nak?

REMINDER >>>> ONCALL THE VERY NEXT DAY AND MY TICKET WAS AT 11.30PM

Damn~~~ Her soft and hoping voice melted me though….

CONFESSION : I HATE to watch stupid fairy tale story to be exact (but I did finished all the harry potter series actually,haha) especially to watch it in cinema….However,watching harry potter was like my family’s activity….we watched it together since the first one….aiya~ (^^”) I did not let her down and agreed to watch with them (my family) and told them  that I need to went back to KTDI around 6am since the oncall started at 7am….

What I want to highlight here is not about the movie,or the oncall…but here’s the thing….

Of course the movie ended around 2am….We went back and after I had set up my alarm clock at 5.45am, I went straight to bed…  I woke up with a big shock…my dad woke me. He actually went to my room and woke me…..HE WOKE ME…helloooo that was…I’m speechless…..He woke me, calling my name with that fatherly voice, “Izzati…oncall,bangun cepat….”

I hurriedly grabbed my towel and went to the toilet…haha, embarrassingly I had diarrhea secondary to popcorn? Been in the toilet almost 15 min…haha!  After finishing my business in the toilet, I went out and my mum with that really poor, sleepy face… “cepat, cepat…lambat nanti…” I hastily put on my clothes, rushed out from the room and to my surprise…..she already put all my things in the car! (my thing banyak la ummi…..), even started the car’s engine! (ummi???) and packed my breakfast! (one hot nescafe and 3 karipap)

Gosh~ I’m so…………………………..I don’t know how to describe that feeling….So touched and so…..sad…… T.T Worst…she sent me off without saying the magic word….which is “jangan bawak laju2” God…is this the effect of oncall to my family? (yah…..confession…in the house I am the most untrustworthy person to drive a car…..even wafa gained my family’s trust better than me…) From far I can already heard my dad’s motorcycle, he came back early from the surau just so to send me off as well….I am damn touched I tell you.Damn touched…..

After the oncall ended,my mum called me asking how my oncall had been…..she told me that she was worried….That melted me horribly…… The feeling at that moment…..indescribableness… How touched I am….. I calmed her feeling by telling her my first experience of watching a delivery…and the conversation went off well…… T.T

Manja? You can say what you want…but what I sensed here is not that….. What I sensed here is a big chunk of hope dumped on my shoulder….. It’s an oncall…a freaking 3rd year oncall…For God sake…..not oncall in terms of a working adult…..and they acted like this…can you imagine how they will react when you’re actually a doctor and you will be having countless oncall…..?

Ummi,abah..I’ll try my best ok? =(

Stepping into the new ‘world’ ^^

SMS : SWR with Dr. Lim YH 2.30 pm on Monday, prepare obs case per person

While clerking a recently admitted patient in the ward at 3.55 pm, suddenly I received a call from Prof Azurah

Prof Azurah : I want to do some teaching at the labour room. Please be there in another 15min…

What the…….. I did not complete my history taking with the patient and apologized to her, told her that I need to rush..

The teaching went on,and…

Prof Azurah : I want you to submit your partogram by 3rd week. Both normal and abnormal partograms…For the case write up, the 1st one is obs case, submit to me by 4th week and the 2nd CWU, submit to me on the 5th week for gynae case….. Other than that…your logbook, please submit to me by the 6th week of posting….My clinic is on Wednesday so please be there….three of you with me and two more will be with Dr Vijaya….I will ask you to palpate the patient so please be prepare…. I also want you to please join the OT……also,I want you to read on the suture line of the baby’s skull, the types, diameters, face presentation and everything about it.By Monday, if I ask you then it should be no problem…….and next week each of you please prepare a case of GDM or PIH per person…So, OK? See you on Monday

Oncall on Sunday 7am-7pm

Grand ward round on Monday, present case

AMSA Health Day : Invitation letter to the dean, Prof Za, Dr Adli and Dr Yusra, text for the MC, text for the dean, tentative program, gimik perasmian

Yes…..ONG

But hey, that’s ok….

Please load me more with works

Thank you Prof Azurah ^^

This is the only way to keep me from reminding myself that

I’m alone now

Charity Run

My 4th run this year….I joined the Charity Run : Run For a Ray of Hope organized by AMSA Malaysia…and the route was 7km…. Talking bout the route….ugh….there were like 5?10?hills….and the MC said there were 3 hills….but along the route, the view was nice….and our run was blessed by a light soft morning rain…it was great and fun though =)

I am happy ^^ I managed to finish the run and managed to get the finishing medal (maybe due to less participations)

Introducing…….my new running ‘partner’……yes….not that doll…. 2G iPod Shuffle….just bought ‘him’ recently

Running partner….my sis

Some friends were there as well

Another running partner?haha

It was fun…really……though can’t beat the run during the Nike Run…..hehe…..

7k Malakoff Run here I come! =D

I had a fun day…

Fresh red blood cells sucked out ^^

Yes! After pleadings and begging and desperate faces I’d created……..What’s the story?

Today, I went to PDN (Pusat Darah Negara) to donate blood…… Before I began my share here, let me first introduce you…for those who wanted to, dreamed of, thought of or even had hoped to……donate blood ^^

Procedure for first timer

1. Register (forms that will ask you this and that….) and you will get a certificate….(trust me)

2. Weight will be measured (criteria : must be 45kg or more)

3. Blood grouping and Hb level will be measured as well

4. Wait to be called for blood pressure measurement…. (criteria : more than 110/80)

5. Criteria fullfilled….yes….finally…go donate blood..

Certificate aka you blood donation book actually…

The story begin few months back when I went to PDN (second time) to donate blood and was declined by the doctor….due to low blood pressure…. Let me share you MY story…. I know, some of us probably had reached 9, 10 or maybe even 15 times blood had been donated….but for me, this is my second….suppose to be my third since the second time I was rejected -___-” MY story? why I put it this way? Yes….. for those who think they will have low blood pressure once reached PDN to donate blood…. and therefore, this is my third time I went to PDN which is today.

I went straight to the counter and told the nurse there that I had low BP during my second time I went there, and she took me to the doctor to measure my BP…..Thank god! It was 111/72 (atas pagar kot….). The normal flow began where I need to register, Hb measured…bla2…and I was called again for BP measurement. What?? This is my second time and I told the nurse there that my BP had been measured just now….but she said,lets be safe with that generous smile (what?!! I don’t want to be safe!….was the scream coming from my heart)

2nd reading : 104/62

3rd reading : 100/62

4th reading (even change hand) : 100/64

Following is the conversation between me and the nurse

Nurse : tido 5 jam tak?

Me : Ya (liar!)

Nurse : tido tu lena tak? ada bangun2 tak?terjaga tengah malam ke…

Me : Ok je… (damn….she’s that good? yes,actually my sleep was not that satisfying…my sleep was interrupted few times where I would suddenly awake for unknown reason…I don’t know why…maybe because exam…haha…liar)

Nurse : Tadi makan tak?

Me : Makan (helloooo KFC kot….)

I was so frustrated….I told her I came from far (padahal hukm je), pleaded to her that I want to donate (planned for so long already….), told her I was rejected before…..made a really pathetic face and even said to her, “saya ni macam tak boleh derma dah je” (haha….see how desperate I am). She said she cannot do anything and probably had to reject me again….However, she went to see a doctor for consult about my problem….

I waited impatiently….cursing of my stupid BP…..keeps giving me trouble…. T.T

Few minutes passed by and she came for me with another generous smile…. I was brought to the PDN cafe to take some food and was told to come back again after I finish for another BP measurement.

Menu : milo or nescafe (you can choose), sandwich, biscuits, and red bean bun

After I ate hastily I went back to meet the nurse and….yes……this is it…..the moment of truth…..

Trembling as the digital BP set starting to inflate….

Tit…

Tit…

Tit….

Congratulations! and celebrations!! lalalalalala

5th reading : 112/78 (phewh….close….)

I was so,so,so…..HAPPY =D  HAPPY i tell you HAPPY!

I went into the room for blood donation and I was so excited to see that 350g bag of fresh looking, red, pretty (yes, my blood) and yummy (gila) red blood cells….Satisfied ^^

After the blood donation….. they prepared food for the donaters which are

Menu : bihun goreng, biscuits, bread (and I got pizza), 100 plus (fuhhh), folic acid tablet and ferrous fumarate tablet

folic acid and ferrous fumarate

and yes….for FREE ^^

So friends! Lets donate blood…. you will feel an unimaginable satisfaction to see that bag of fresh red blood cells sucked out from you (muahahahaha-evil laugh)

p/s : please inform the nurses if you feel dizzy or having the feeling that you are about to faint after the blood donation

 

 

Blood Clot

Question : Please describe what you see

Me : ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

Yup, I know it’s not hygienic to put your big toe picture but since, so many people asking me what happen…tadaaaaa here ‘he’ is…..my poor big toe……what happen? blood clot….I think I kicked something and I did not realize it until it become like this…..

At first, it was bluish….and now….blackish! Blackish discolouration of the nail……. T.T (it’s funny when it comes to term like that now though)

Necrosis?! Gangrene?! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (hope not la…..)

Last week I went to the clinic for consult from the doctor….and after so on and so forth…

Me : Ni….saya kene rehat berapa lama ni doc?

Doc : Dalam seminggu rasanya…biar dia heal sendiri….

I cut him in

Me : Ala….tapi doc saya nak lari…. (a brief story about my jogging activity)

Doc : Hm….ok la…kalau nak jogging sangat, tunggu dia tak sakit dulu……

And what I did? I rested 2days and went to jog for 3km with that poor toe….

Due to my stubbornness and stupidity…..’he’ ached like hell~~~~ and I was forbade from jogging for 5 days….

But…hehe….after 5days…..(evil laugh)

6th day = 5km

7th day = 3km

8th day = 1.3km

9th day = 1.3km

10th day = 4km

Dear big toe………..please be pinkish again… though you did not ache anymore….. but your colour makes me….. makes me….

ANNOY!

p/s : sorry,saya telah gila….semua org tinggalkan saya……and because I’m alone I put her on my desk…..crazy dy…. =(  sad~~~~~